the EXACT same ring

17 07 2009

this is weird.  i mean, i think it is. 

my stepbrother proposed to his girlfriend with the exact same ring my ex used to propose to me. 

he never saw the ring, it isn’t like he did it on purpose.  but i was taken back.

i hope it works out better for them.





i woke up

17 07 2009

this morning on his side of the bed.  sleeping on his pillow.

i hate sleeping without him.





weekend vacation

15 07 2009

so i feel like i want to take a nice relaxing vacation.  like a real one.  not one with a gazillion kids in the car or where i’m doing more running around than enjoying myself.

i’m thinking three/four days.  maybe a cruise, or a trip to cabo.  maybe vegas, i haven’t been there in ages.  anyway i’m telling this to vegas, obviously suggesting it for both of us…and he keeps diverting back to the singular.  wtf? 

“where are you gonna go?” 

“you’ll have a really great time.”

“where would you stay?”

boo.  it hurt my feelings.





everything is ok

13 07 2009

thank you for your concern. 

my lapse in postings isn’t because of anything in particular.  i’ve been busy and tired.  and things have been pretty ordinary, so i haven’t been inspired to write much.

i didn’t get to see vegas from monday to saturday night last week.  that is a pretty long time for us.  i would say we spend about 4 or 5 nights out of 7 together.  any way, everything is still great.  except….

i’m sore.  my hips and back and abs.  it wasn’t anything different, it was just the volume of sex.

it is funny what i think would be inappropriate to post.  i think posting the exact number would be lewd, but i have no problem suggesting the frequency.  ha. 

it was a lot.